The Starting End

Mind is empty as thoughts run wild,
View in my eyes but my gaze is blank
Words fill my mouth yet I cannot speak,
Standing straight, upright, though I am weak.

My page is empty just like my head
Numb, I try to write
Body unwilling to follow command,
My brain giving clues it can’t understand

Sit down and relax, turn nervous calm
Open the faucet of thoughts
Let hot anger run with ice cold fears,
Releasing the warmth of liberating tears

Cleansed is now my imprisoned shell,
Light superior to dark
Senses awakened from comatose state,
Once again in control of my own fate

Mind is now full, my thoughts are steady
Panorama fills my eyes
Words in my mouth, so much to say
Standing straight upright, I greet this day

Consumption of life, a temporary state
When its balance goes astray
Confront the moment, and then say good bye
Negative energy, washed away