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Your Garden

Posted by Heather's Starting End on October 16, 2014
Posted in: life, philosophy, poem, poetry. Tagged: gardening, life, lifestyle, nature, philosophy, poetry, your garden, your life. 10 Comments

 

A random thought while vacationing in Northern Italy this past week.

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How do you tend to your garden?
Is it how you tend your life?
Is it wild and free to grow as pleased,
Or is it manicured with pride

Do you prefer mixed flowers colors,
Or rather yards of stone
Do you garden with someone
As a team,
Or rather all alone

Are there trees planted to give you shelter,
From the summers heat
Or soft grass open with expectant joy,
Of sunshine you may greet

Are there hammocks, lounges,
A table and chairs,
For which you can relax
Or do you get all anxious when,
Someone treads your grass

Do you have fences or maybe shrubs of green,
To keep the nature out
Or an open hose that drips fresh water,
For the thirst,
Of Gods critters about

Is your life like your garden?

A peek from your window,
Just may tell your style
Do you live trimmed and manicured,
Or are you free, running wild?

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Watch Me

Posted by Heather's Starting End on October 7, 2014
Posted in: creative writing, depression, life, loss, love, poem, poetry, reality, Uncategorized. Tagged: change, change your life, i don't need it, life, losing the fight, love, poem, poetry, sadness, walking away. 10 Comments

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I don’t want,
To be where I am
I do not want,
To be here
I do not want
To be in a place,
Where it’s empty words
That fill my ears

I do not want,
To be left to think,
That all is just for naught
That all this energy, all this fight,
I lost before I fought

I do not need,
To be where I am
I choose to wander away
Not worth feeding me some lines,
For reasons I should stay

I don’t need to wonder why,
I’m in the place I’m in
I seem to welcome every time,
Trust, while others sin

Here I chill inside the cold,
Of truth that does not hide
Here I put on sweaters,
Just to warm me from the lies

Watch me as
I give up,
And surprise those all around
Watch them at
Their disbelief,
When I stand upon my ground

And tell them I don’t need it,
To be their second string
Tell them to go back, away,
My life is worth something

Can’t have your cake and eat it too,
No longer will I wait,
Till you decide to give it up
My decision has been made

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Illusion

Posted by Heather's Starting End on October 7, 2014
Posted in: creative writing, life, poem, poetry, time, Uncategorized. Tagged: aging, forever young, growing old, mirrors, poems, poetry, young at heart, young spirit. 8 Comments

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I am sure it was a looking glass,
But then I gazed straight through
Instead of my reflection,
What I saw instead was you

It seemed quite odd,
You resembled me
Sort of uncanny, I would say
But it wasn’t me at all, I fear,
I don’t yet look this way

You were older than I’ve ever been,
Your eyes told stories long
Your hair more gray than golden brown,
Your skin no longer shone

Lines of happy, some of sad
Of laughter, and of tears
Were deeper than those on my face,
With last reflection I saw clear

Could it be that I am you
That this mirror does not lie?
Could it be I’m looking at
Lifes years, my days gone by?

Alas! I understand it now!
This vision, it is me!
My youthful heart’s reflection,
In this mirror can’t be seen

Just the shell that carries me,
That’s aged so with the time
Inside my heart my years are young,
Your illusion tricked my mind

Portray as you will,
As you see me
My eyes will play along

But place a mirror inside my shell,
And I’ll prove that you are wrong

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Summer Falls

Posted by Heather's Starting End on September 30, 2014
Posted in: Humor, humour, life, nature, poem, poetry. Tagged: birds fly, fall, nature poem, poem, poetry, seasons, sick, summers gone. 9 Comments

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Go ahead Day, go and get up
Would you care if I stay behind, please?
My muscles are stiff, head’s stone heavy
Must be Autumns gift I’ve received

Damp air lays thick, as his statement he makes,
He’s bullied dear Summer away
He’s covered the sun, pre frosted the trees,
While here in my bed, wrapped up I lay

Warmths been pulled out of my body,
Replaced with a feverish chill
No sigh of joy comes from my mouth,
Instead goes in hot tea and pills

Tricky, tricky, yes you are,
Even Birds not sure they’d stay
One flew North as six went South,
Confused on this Fall day

Flowers opened just to fold,
Somewhat just like me
With hope, but knowing, that we’ve seen
Our Summers grand finale

 

And so it goes, time to greet yet another season! To adjust clocks and clothes, and for me, to load up the medicine cabinet 😉

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Mistakes

Posted by Heather's Starting End on September 29, 2014
Posted in: creative writing, Family, life, pain, poem, poetry, reality. Tagged: change, Children, Family, life, mistakes, parenting, poems, poetry, raising children, single parent. 12 Comments

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How do you correct mistakes that were made?
What you thought right that turned out all wrong?
I beg for forgiveness, my choices were bad
Please know all I did, was try for so long

Children think Adults have knowledge complete
We are older so that means we’re wise
What they don’t know is that we haven’t done all,
We’re growing as well, in front of their eyes

We try to show them a path they should take,
Instead of the one that they’re on
We see when they’re at a dangerous cross
Speaking loud, change direction, this one is wrong

But sometimes it’s the Child who thinks they are wise,
And that, Adults try to respect
To give them space to feel their way
Even when they’d heard us, at the crossroad they’d met

You’re damned if you do, and damned if you don’t,
So now you are slammed to the wall
You’ve tried your best while growing with,
But the Child despite, does fall

So how do you say “Please change your way,
Trust that I’ll show you what’s right”
When you’ve made mistakes not being strong enough,
While letting your intuition slide

In order to give the child its reigns,
To steer life at a tender age
When their wisdom was certainly not ripe enough,
For the obstacles they’d meet on the way

How do you balance discipline with kindness,
Frustration with patience, strength with love
How do you manage raising children harmoniously,
While all alone,
Balancing all the above

You do it imperfect, but perfect for you,
At the moment, the time, it seems right
Till you turn around anguished and your wisdom this day,
Has caught up, but too late,
For the mistakes of your life

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Rainbows Other Side

Posted by Heather's Starting End on September 27, 2014
Posted in: art, creative writing, life, love, poem, poetry. Tagged: breaking free, demons, depression, letting go, life, pain, poem, poetry, rainbows, sadness. 8 Comments

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I crave to know you your mystery
Let me in and show me why,
You hide behind a smiling face
Behind your eyes, tears cry

I wish to know why you won’t,
Open up, let demons out
Stop protecting them and hiding them,
As they toss your life about

Tainted laugher, timid joy
Faux pas, your love of life
Sullen soul that lives within,
Your worlds perfect disguise

Housing demons in your mind,
That rob you of your spark
As life remains a futile state,
Chasing rainbows in the dark

Flush them out with waterfalls,
Of tears, outside not in
Scream your pain out loud and clear,
Leave nothing left within

For you there’ll be a pot of gold
On rainbows other side,
Once you teach these demons that,
In you they can not hide

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First Friend

Posted by Heather's Starting End on September 26, 2014
Posted in: animals, creative writing, life, loss, poem, poetry. Tagged: animals, cat, dog, life, loss of a pet, mans best friend, pet lover, poems, poetry. 4 Comments

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Slipping down the slide through memories of my mind,
Going as deep as I could
A woman’s green eyes,
Her hair a calm red
Before me there she stood

With something laying at her feet
Small, a wiry black
All curled up, her name was Jetta,
I do remember that

She was my first childhood friend,
Albeit with four legs not two
Accompanying the every move of my days,
Keeping me safe as I welcomed, the night to my room

As I slid a bit further, another memory opened,
I’d grown up quite a bit more
But now it was Jetta who needed a friend,
As she laid silent on the floor

I couldn’t understand, I was still quite young
That she now needed sleep, instead of our fun
I looked into her eyes and I saw her soul,
It begged for forgiveness for growing old

On my bed I would lift her and hold her tight,
I would tell her and promise it would be alright
That it’s my turn now to look out for her,
While stroking and loving her wiry black fur

“You were with me since my beginning of time,
I will be with you till your end”
I never knew that life could finish,
Especially the one of my very first friend

Dark door future past, I fell into next,
When I learned immortality
Jetta had gone to the Doctor that day
She, I’d not again see

I miss you today, my Jetta,
My friend
I’m happy I know how to slide,
Through my mind where memories patiently wait,
To awaken and bring you alive

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Life Goes On

Posted by Heather's Starting End on September 25, 2014
Posted in: life, philosophy, poem, poetry, reality. Tagged: life, life goes on, poem, poetry, reality, watching life go by. 8 Comments

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I
Feel
Myself
Falling into
An abyss as I,
Watch life above
Swirling with laughter
Is life laughing at me I ask
No. Silliness.It is just choosing
To go on and enjoy itself without
Me

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IF

Posted by Heather's Starting End on September 25, 2014
Posted in: art, belief, creative writing, life, poem, poetry, poetry challenge, reality, sadness. Tagged: belief, death, life, losing a parent, loss, peter notehelfer, poems, poetry, sadness, spirit, spirituality. 6 Comments

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When
This night
Comes to an end
Just because I’m not here
Know I am eternally
Close to you now
I’m always
Near

If
You long
Look just inside
I’m within your heart
Breathing my love
Into your soul
As to never
Part

If when
you’re in doubt
Of the chosen path
Needing a change of way
I will pave a new road
That leads to light
Somber left
Astray

My
Hand’s in yours
You feel not my skin but
It’s each moment in gentle grasp
As when you were young
And Days were long
‘n Life was here
To last

If
Forever is
The moon and the sun
Horizon where dreams come true
With life colors to dance on
Backdrop splashed sky
There I’ll each day
See you

Inspired by my friend Peter Notehelfer and his beautiful style of Poetry, I thought I would give this a shot. Hats off to you, Peter…may my  next attempt be closer to the flowing and precise works you are so gifted in writing.

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Night

Posted by Heather's Starting End on September 21, 2014
Posted in: life, poem, poetry, reality. Tagged: anxiety, bad dream, dreams, fears, Night, nightmare, nightmare poem, poem, Sleep. 24 Comments


I trusted you, Night,
When you led me to dream
To rest my body, my mind

To take me to places
Beautiful, Serene
Places alone,
I can not find

I waited for dark,
To place my life on my bed
I trusted you, Night,
As my being, I spread

Out with hope,
That you’d carry me off
Escaping the daylight,
I’ve struggled and fought

Why did you do that,
Dear Night, may I ask
My fears brought alive,
Leaving me,
Aghast

I ask you, don’t go to
That corner of my mind,
Where I keep my anxiety,
For no one to find

Take me instead to the dreams,
Surreal
Where I fly above waters,
Where the clouds, I can feel

Where smiles are brighter,
Than mirrors of sun
Where laughter is louder,
Than war and its guns

Tonight, don’t take me,
Back to the gray
Please don’t again, Night,
My sweet dreams betray

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A Belated Thank You to You All

Posted by Heather's Starting End on September 19, 2014
Posted in: creative writing, Friendship, poem, poetry, poetry blog. Tagged: appreciation, friendship, inspiration, poems, poetry, poetry awards, thankful, writing. 2 Comments

Thank you for the award,” My Sisters”!!!!

The Candid Spot, Miriam, for her entertaining and informative blog about sexuality that men should peek into as well!!!!!!!

To Mommy and her blog of addiction and Motherhood (4 boys!!!)

 

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To Ann and her wonderful Art work and Mommy life stories for the versatile blogger award, I thank you

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Lena, You dear, young, wonderful Poet and friend…..Thank you for this,

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And last but not least, my Poets Corner talent and friend Jeremy, who inspires me equally…

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I thank you all and everyone else who takes the time to stop in and continue to support my blog.

Well wishes….lots of LOVE

-Heather

 

 

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Piece By Piece

Posted by Heather's Starting End on September 18, 2014
Posted in: creative writing, Family, life, poem, poetry, poetry blog. Tagged: child moves out, Children, empty nest, letting go, letting go of your child, life, moving on, parenting, Parents. 4 Comments

What are the thoughts that go through our mind when our young Adult child tells us they are ready to move out and move on? I was surprised when I tried to word my thoughts. I honestly didn’t realize I was that far- that I had been preparing for this for 21 years.

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Is it really me that needs to let go?
Opening doors to the future,
That I did,
…Long ago

I let go the day
You took your first step,
Let go that day,
You walked alone to school

I let go that day
You said you knew that you could,
As I watched you jump in
The deep end of the pool

I let go when I saw
You’d found your first love,
And let go again,
When you had your first kiss

Let go when that took
The piece of your heart,
Now gone, once mine,
For your new loves sweet bliss

I let go of time,
Just to watch you grow
Yes, I did,
I did,
I did let go

Each step of the way,
Piece by piece,
Knowing this time must come

I let go to let you
Become yourself,
I let go to allow you,
To turn in to someone

Who could take the steps,
On your own,
Gathering courage, to once venture,
Out all alone

I did let go,
With each second, each day
While holding my breath,
That you’d find the right way

So the matter today,
Is not me, but you
I have let go,
But can you
Let go too?

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Midnight Thoughts on a Wednesday

Posted by Heather's Starting End on September 11, 2014
Posted in: creative writing, life, poem, poetry, poetry blog, reality. Tagged: aging, back in time, change, do it over again, life poem, life reality, poem, poetry, regrets. 6 Comments

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I’ve decided I want yesterday,
More than I want tomorrow
That day we never cherished much,
That day confused with sorrow

I have decided today to chase my heart,
The one I suddenly found
I want to do it all over again,
My life should be rewound

I want the chance to plan it out
With knowledge in my mind,
Not to drift haphazardly
With luck that I might find

Bodily strength, to take on those hours,
Just a couple, left over each day
Use them with integrity
Because life, it’s not a play

The time spent as a dress rehearsal,
Was no rehearsal at all
We know that only really when
The final curtain falls

So I want it back, those yesteryears
And all those yesterdays,
The time I have in front of me
Isn’t enough now anyway

I know now what I want to do,
It’s more than what I’ve done
A few decades back I want to slip,
So that Someone I’d become

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Breast “Density” Awareness Month

Posted by Heather's Starting End on September 10, 2014
Posted in: cancer, health, life, love, poetry, time, Uncategorized. Tagged: breast cancer, cancer, cancer awareness, daughters, health, life, mammography, Mothers, MRI, woman, womans health. 2 Comments

My Dear Friends of WP,

September as many know, is breast cancer awareness month. Equally important to an annual exam is to walk away knowing the birad density of your breasts. An MRI and/or Ultrasound is a terribly important and true friend to the diagnosing your breast for disease.
 Dense breasts cannot rely on mammography alone. I am 4 years free, and my “awareness” of  it, and if I will be given another years lease on life, will be fated next week at my Doctors as my annual MRI was only performed today.

Stay healthy, stay ahead of it 🙂

Best, Heather

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Heavens Hue

Posted by Heather's Starting End on September 9, 2014
Posted in: art, creative writing, life, poem, poetry, poetry blog. Tagged: angels wings, heaven, indigo child, life, poem, poem for my child, poetry, spiritual. 6 Comments

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Pray tell, what is the age that you have reached,
For your soul tells a story of old
So ripe for the youth on the skin of your face
So wise, for the number of years that you hold

From where comes your spirit
The knowledge, your sense?
This depth, holds capture my awe

My intuition, so keen,
Says this lifes not your first,
That you’ve lived so many before

A child in body yet gifting each,
You encounter along your road
Relinquishing pain with the touch of your hand,
Angel’s wings on you bestowed

An aura that I’ve, not seen before,
You lift the timid,
When you are near

Solace is seen in your glistening eyes,
A wonder of Earths wildest frontier

One day to the gate, my soul, will be delivered,
The gate I know,
That she has walked through
End comfort I’ll find, from my mortal day
Because of you, sacred child,
Draped in heavens hue

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